Sunday, June 28, 2009

"Arrow Of God"



[Akin:]
Twice in a blue moon, I might stumble cross thoughts like
What's the meaning of life, it triggers foresight
Bein able to see, in lost clarity does
The money we make define prosperity was
Situations quite complex like this
In ancient times of kings and goddess Isis
I hold my throne alone, livin history still
Feel the relevance of those in the history gone
It's a body of mind but not soul, cause born
Is other worldy kinds that god molds for one
I do believe in bein after this shit (shit)
Whether you righteous or a misfit
Intrigued by the hear after, avoid the fear factor
Capture the fact that self will be here after
Celebrate life and death in the same vein
And those that are gone I mourn but it's from pain
Live and let die, some thoughts I been thinking bout
Not fascinated by death but just hear me out
Live and let die, see you in the whirlwind
Grandmother, see you soon when my world end
Do you believe in him? Is he alive and well?
Heaven and hell debated as my mind dwelled
Into a place numb, from which I came from
Return the innocence, now we can play dumb
See I ain't like y'all (why?) I don't read much
Biblical words ain't shit, fuck Jesus
I just live now, perhaps regret later
Don't call me atheist, I do believe that God's greater
But is it in you, or is it in me
Or maybe just he, defines celebrity
It's sorta like telepathy the way God move me
Wit hands on my soul, I'm bold but not unruly
I sacrifice life an', pay the right price to
Live free now, God let me be now
It's a cold world, some people need heat
Just give me space and a beat and I'll find retreat
Say, it's a cold world, and people need heat
But give me space and a beat and I'll find retreat
Believe in the after life, there ain't nothin wrong wit that
Cuz that we exist is fact, and fact which is truth that lack
Lies, live life, life life
Say life is a beautiful thing, or maybe pain is the feel we bring
Just live life

[words in background]

I'm touched by the arrow of God, that left scars
I'm praisin the atmosphere, respect Mars
Cuz, we all connect beyond the laws of science
Akin is the product of two beautiful migrants
An', the new world makin ends meet a lifetime
Love and experience the reason why I write rhymes
So I put my all in, 'til my sky falls an'
Crush my head, I'm dead when I write y'all
Believin it now, my God's not oblivion
My God is the omnipresent being in ya city and
We dial long beyond the bounds of language
Perhaps that's the reason why some face still full of anguish
Believe in my aim, my God, and my destiny
I dodge and weave 'til the game of life get the best of me
Believe in my aim, my God, and my destiny
I dodge and weave 'til the game of life get the best of me
Come on y'all

[men speaking]
In classic Christian doctrine the material world is to be despised, and life
is to be redeemed in the hereafter, in heaven, where our rewards come

But you say that if you affirm that which you deplore, you are affirming the
very world which is our eternity at the moment. Eternity isn't some later time
eternity isn't a long time
eternity has nothing to do with time
eternity is that dimension of here and now
which thinking and time cuts out
This is it (this is it)
If you don't get it here, you won't get it anywhere
and the experience of eternity right here and now is the function of life

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ocean breeze

today.. i made a trip with a very close friend and her family... even tho i was really quite i enjoyed it

the ocean breeze.. taking a walk on the beach enjoying the view of the water passing by the shore and on looking at all the inhabitants.. watching how the every day happens... how you look at only seconds minutes into there life and you will never see them again.. they will never see you again..
and they will just be a memory fading away with each passing day... how the beach calms my mind body and soul.. when emotionally at that moment i was unstable... how.. everything just went away with close of my eyes and some easy breaths... and bring out the pureness in me..
for moments it was straight bliss ... how everything that is nature gives good vibrations a positive energy.. i enjoyed it even tho it was in silence i was with good people good vibes. all around a good day...` i come home to my family a changed room and a feeling of regret.. but still happiness.
thanks for spending time with me<3.

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Saturday, June 27, 2009

disappointing and inspired

how can people party everynight..

just one night after a long time... of not doing so and i hated it..

only thing good to doo was get ganja..

while everyone else is acting a fool getting drunk dancing.. like they have no respect.. all i wanted to do is have a conversation... relax be away from these people..
no doubt i had some what of fun saw a friend hung out with my cuzin and her ex boyfriend and some of his boys all around good guys.. going out at night is no longer my thing i noticed no matter what its on the crowd you are with no matter what i wont be comfortable going out unless its with my boy's.. or that special some one..
at the end of night you just find it a utter waste of time... wished you coulda spent it doing something else... but no matter how you do.. it wont happen.. every reaction has a reaction basic rule of karma.. and im getting mine..

is the concept of "action" or "deed" in Indian religions understood as that which causes the entire cycle of cause and effect (i.e., the cycle called saṃsāra) originating in ancient India and treated in Hindu, Jain, Sikh and Buddhist philosophies.[2].

In these systems, the effects of all deeds are viewed as actively shaping past, present, and future experiences. The results or 'fruits' of actions are called karma-phala


to tell you the truth doesen't feel to well. at the end f night just empty ness..

ended like every night just me and my music...
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im very disappointed and have learned.. from this,.. just a waste..
seeing how today's young culture my culture is... weezy bumpen pill poppin... no respect having... love troubled youths ongoing the demise everyday with each thing they do.. we are slowly.... going into this black hole... all of us who don't do the right thing... Photobucket

do to one of my actions and burdens i have on me.. i totally forgot about work everyday life and just got engulfed in something i don't wish to be engulfed..
for that i got a week suspension from work.. every action has a reaction people choose wisely... im choosing to start a newer leaf the other leaf i have turned.. if that makes any sense to you guys.. and today i wake... up... hoping for something for wich i didn't get..
today i woke. up ALONE..... in all ways possible today i feel alone.....
is this the way love is supposed to feel i think not..
" The soul that sees beauty may sometimes walk alone"

" Attachment is the great fabricator of illusions; reality can be attained only by someone who is detached"

is the best for me to be detached..

"Love works a different way in different minds, the fool it enlightens and the wise it blinds."

i have been blind all this time.. should i awaken...
& get things done...
or should i remain..a fool and be enlightened by his ways..

only god knows...

Friday, June 26, 2009

bob marley adam & eve lyrics...

The lord named Adam and Eve,
to live a happy life.
In the garden of Eden,
but they disobeyed.

I wanna know,
why they sin,
in the garden of Eden.

It`s a devilman`s affair,
in the shake of a surfband.

And they broke the fruit of life
and everyone of us is living in sin.

Any anywhere you go,
woman is the root of all evil.

He was the first one to break a fruit
and everyone of us is living in sin.

The lord named Adam and Eve,
to live a happy life.
In the garden of Eden,
but they disobeyed.

I wanna know,
why they sin,
in the garden of Eden.

It`s a devilman`s affair,
in the shake of a surfband.

And they broke the fruit of life
and everyone of us is living in sin.

Any anywhere you go,
woman is the root of all evil.

He was the first one to break a fruit
and everyone of us is living in sin.


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my last night..


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the point of view.. of this series....is showing you what happens in today's world starting with our goverment.. the music industry satinism.. how to over come it.. what you tought would be impposible is possible.. to say most of everyhting that you have learned is a lie and is false..
brining you the false message of god.. and living... and making us the human race.. as ugly people spirutalty.. and pysically.. with all these girls guy doing the same routine every day... listning to same music dressing the same... being... jsut clones... i noticed when i was very young.. i tought and told myself why is every one the same! thats were i strived to be diffrent were i was bent! on thinking diffrent out side of the box.. doing th abnormal.. to this day t has made me a complete diffrent person... think i love... i strive for knowledge.. and compassion i strive.. to get the max i can get out of life and anything....


" We know next to nothing about virtually everything it is not nexessary to want to know Civilazation depends not on any particular knowledge but on the disposition to crave knowledge" Enter text here

"Nothing average ever stood as a monument to progress.When progress is looking for a partner it doesn't turn to those who believe they are only average. It turns instead to those who are forever searching and striving to become the best they possibly can.If we seek the average level we cannot hope to achieve a high level of success. Our only hope is to avoid being a failure."

quotations that are very true...

my out look on religion is... they all bring the same message

in my eyes... we are muslim..

muslim means any one that submites to god's will

evrything is muslim.. the sun the moon nature they all submit to god's will..

man is the only one thats ingnorant enuff.. not do so...

its proven in science... we all come from one point in time in the universe.. its forever expanding the stars are moving away from us... like it says in the koran the heavens we have built on course we are expandin it the universe constanly expands the universe comes from an explosion the big bang..heres some verses from the koran...

"Here is a relevant verse from the Noble Qur'an, cited by Nasir-i Khusraw, hujjat-i Khurasan in his Khawaan al-Ikhwaan : "It is He who created you from dust, then from a sperm drop, then from a blood clot, then He brings you forth as a child, then lets you reach your age of full strength, then lets you become old - though some of you die before - and then lets you reach the appointed term; and that haply you may find the intellect (la'allakum ta'qilun)."(Nasir Khusraw, 11th century Fatimid Ismaili cosmologist-philosopher-poet)

Chapter 30, Verse 27: He originates creation; then refashions it - for Him an easy task. His is the most Sublime Symbol in the heavens and the earth(Noble Quran, 7th Century CE)

Chapter 21, Verse 30: Do not the unbelievers see that the heavens and the earth were joined together before We clove them asunder, and of water fashioned every thing? Will they not then believe?(Noble Quran, 7th Century CE)

Chapter 51, verse 47: We built the heavens with might, and We expand it wide(Noble Quran, 7th Century CE)

Chapter79, verse 30: And then he gave the earth an oval form(Noble Quran, 7th Century CE)

Chapter 86, verse 11: I swear by the reciprocating heaven.....(Noble Quran, 7th Century CE)

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thats just a scratch in the surface.. of what i think...

but i respect all religions.. im not going towards only islam.. but i belive strongly in it.. currently i am studying Buddhism.. jahobas witness rastfari...
Christianity you name it.... my search is not done but heres a Muslim perspective!

Thursday, June 25, 2009

chakra....

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Illustration of a yogi showing the seven chakras, Kangra school. Late 18th century A.D.


Chakra is a concept referring to wheel-like vortices which, according to traditional Indian medicine, are believed to exist in the surface of the etheric double of man.[1] The Chakras are said to be "force centers" or whorls of energy permeating, from a point on the physical body, the layers of the subtle bodies in an ever-increasing fan-shaped formation (the fans make the shape of a love heart). Rotating vortices of subtle matter, they are considered the focal points for the reception and transmission of energies.[2] Seven major chakras or energy centers (also understood as wheels of light) are generally believed to exist, located within the subtle body. Practitioners of Hinduism and New Age Spirituality believe the chakras interact with the body's ductless endocrine glands and lymphatic system by feeding in good bio-energies and disposing of unwanted bio-energies.[3]

It is typical for chakras to be depicted in two ways:

* 1. flower-like
* 2. wheel-like

In 1. a specific number of petals are shown around the perimeter of a circle,

In 2. a certain number of spokes divide the circle into segments that make the chakra resemble a wheel or "chakra." Each chakra possesses a specific number of segments or "petals."

Much of the original information on Chakras comes from the "Upanishads", which are difficult to date because they are believed to have been passed down orally for approximately a thousand years before being written down for the first time between 1200–900 BCE.


HERE IS A MODERN DAY POINT OF VIEW OF CHAKRA

nodea Judith (1996: p.5) provides a modern interpretation of the chakras:

A chakra is believed to be a center of activity that receives, assimilates, and expresses life force energy. The word chakra literally translates as wheel or disk and refers to a spinning sphere of bioenergetic activity emanating from the major nerve ganglia branching forward from the spinal column. Generally, six of these wheels are described, stacked in a column of energy that spans from the base of the spine to the middle of the forehead. And the seventh which is beyond the physical region. It is the six major chakras that correlate with basic states of consciousness...

] Vajrayana and Tantric Buddhist
According to contemporary buddhist teacher Tarthang Tulku, the heart chakra is very important for the feeling of existential fulfillment.
A result of energetic imbalance between chakras is an almost continuous feeling of dissatisfaction. When the heart chakra is agitated, people lose touch with feelings and sensations, and that breeds the sense of dissatisfaction. That leads to looking outside for fulfillment.

When people live in their heads, feelings are secondary, they are interpretations of mental images that are fed back to the individual. When awareness is focused on memories of past experiences and mental verbalizations, the energy flow to the head chakra increases and the energy flow to the heart chakra lessens. Without nurturing feelings of the heart a subtle form of anxiety arises which results in the self reaching out for experience.

When the throat chakra settles and energy is distributed evenly between the head and the heart chakras, one is able to truly contact one's senses and touch real feelings.

Chögyal Namkai Norbu Rinpoche teaches a version of the Six Lokas sadhana which works with the chakra system

hope you guys learn something <33

this is my everyday the road to finding ones self..

kanyewest

just stumbled upon this the way they put it in the video very creepy...

but nicely put together...


Kanye West from Alex DiFiori on Vimeo.



my point of view.. on kanye west, he sold his soul for the fame and all that GOOD life stuff i love old kanye more like college drop out to graduation... some on 808 &heart brakes... but still in my mind i have been a fan of kanye since the beginning i don't acept some things he does but to me he is some one i look up to very creative... a fashion sense.. a genius... in creativity.. i had a chance to see him live when he came to los angles.. for the glow and the dark tour enjoyed it with my boys... over all he is a GREAT..... its a hate and love thing haha.>__<
here is a clip from the madison square garden concert it was the same thing in la...

Kanye West - Good Morning [Intro] from mo c. on Vimeo.




kanye west - good morning video from kwon keum pyo on Vimeo.



KANYE WEST "Welcome to Heartbreak" Directed by: NABIL from nabil elderkin on Vimeo.

hypebeast..+ reel style LA

Hypebeast+Reel Style LA from HypebeastTV on Vimeo.



mann how i wish i could have been interviewed for this clip!
from my favorite online magazine! hypebeast tv on vimeo!!
i think they could have better characters for interview but that is just me..
they should do something like this for around the world!!
that would be amazing..

fascinated

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scarlet won't you be mine <33

...Bagjack 2009 Spring/Summer Collection

Berlin-based Bagjack has become a popular bag choice for messengers and urban dwellers alike. Having worked together with the likes of Acronym and Porter, these are a testament to the brand’s quality and innovation. Here are some seasonal releases from the brand which include its quinessential messenger bag as well as a lesser seen backpack. Also be on the lookout for an upcoming collaboration release with our good friend Artoo.

from my favorite online magazine.. hypebeast im really exited for this bag ..
i remember when i first stumbled upon artoo's blog very interesting character..
you guys should read his blog and other blogs on hypebeast.. they are wonderful give you inisgh whats happening in the world to japan Italy Berlin Paris.. Singapore china you name it! stay cultured I'll be posting some blogs i like later on ..
enjoy.

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Darth Vader in love ♥

STANDARD HOTEL "CIVILIZATION" INSTALLATION ANIMATION

Civilization by Marco Brambilla from CRUSH on Vimeo.



very very mind blowing =0

ext from the Installation Artist:

The entire mural uses over 400 video sources, including samples from several films—something Brambilla is well-known for in his work. This particular project came with some special technical challenges, though. Crush explains:

We began with exploring the idea of using a game engine to house the project. Seemed easy, map footage onto planes in space, attach a PC to the elevator and we can move up and down in the game environment all day. Unfortunately, once we started to collage the clips together in the Flame we knew the game engine idea wouldn’t fly.

We approximated that we would have 250 looped HD clips in the environment and our Flame could barely handle it (in the end it was closer to 500 looping clips). We compromised by locking ourselves into the idea that we would create a huge vertical canvas that we would scan up and down on once the elevator was in motion. The final piece was approximately 1920 x 7500 pixels.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

just call me heartbrake drake....

what i have learned today is that no matter how much time how much love how much of all of you you put into some one.. boom in a instant one false move. they will go back to the other person in them.. we all have 2 sides.... or more.. nothing last forever... the right thing to do is keep your head up and keep on walking.. threw disappointment heart brake.. and just time in general love will get the best and worst out of you.. its better just give it time and let it be your healer of the brake.. i came upon one of my best friends cuzin all these situations are always the same.. there i had a break threw.. love plays the same games.. even tho the obvious is there.. you know what you are doing wrong some how you keep on lying to yourself.. like the saying says there more fish in the sea.. but what about if you just want one and it makes it all that special when out of all the fishes in the sea you want one. only one you can breath you cant move... you can't function without that fish.. thats when you have hit that true marker in your life called true love & passion...
wich i can say in my few years in thos cold world.. i have found... but as much as you recieve at the height of your love.... it all comes crashing down.... well beware lovers.. history almost always repeats itself sadly be aware..
dedication is my gift... love is what i give you.. you are what i need.. emotionless is the key to the wise. to see for you ill be a fool.. and be blind and oblivious to everything sorrounding me..
woke up ina daze room draped too purple haze a rose on my chest an the pain teeth marks over my heart bleeding slowly wiped the blood kiss the rose on me rapture ...
my message is plainly stay true.. always and forever to yourself..

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love is just a game some win some lose . & it all started with a game.. tic toe your way into my heart.

i get around...

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in time baby girl you will be up and running i wont let you down like the past two<333

with time and dedication you shall be beautiful once again cruising the street's ..

very very soon back in business.. how public transportation drains energy out of me -_-.....
at the moment im in the process of buying its stickers and other things..getting my permit woooo hoooh no more driving illegally...

The beginning of something great.

well these past couple months haven't really posted anything on this blog. but starting from today..
this shall be an every day thing i see blogging as beautiful meet people network... express yourself and what you have to say... in a way its your own voice a little peek into the mind of the individual how there mind tic's... i have alot to say teach learn... it all starts with one step at a time.. hope anyone that reads my blog from now on will enjoy! i warn you i can be weird.. i can be funny i can alot of things expect the unexpected.. get into my every day of music fashion.. love.. the spirit mind body and soul the truth... everyday troubles... everyday conquers... ENJOY! you will see i'm just simply in a daze another mind state..
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